Shanyn (athoasandtears) wrote,

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But It Was You I Was Thinking Of

I never thought it would seriously be this hard. I feel sometimes like the relationship isn't going to work out... all this space and not hearing a word from anyone. I dunno, I carry my cell phone with me everywhere just hoping he's going to call me... granted it's only been 2 weeks. I'm going to stay with him no matter what, it's just if I were to see him I couldn't tell him I loved him. I dunno why, but I do want to be with him always.

I'm going to prove all the people wrong who tell me it's not going to last. I just love doing that. Right now I keep doubting everything... I'm afraid he is going to leave me and find somebody who is way better than me and who's perfect for him. That makes me want to cry but I'm so worried about that. People do change, I don't want him to change.
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